After Great Pain a Formal Feeling Comes
After great pain a formal feeling comes-
The nerves sit ceremonious like tombs
The stiff heart questions-was it He that bore?
And yesterday-or centuries before?
The feet, mechanical, go round
A wooden way
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Of ground, or air, or ought,
Regardless grown,
A quartz contentment, like a stone
That is the hour of lead
Remembered if outlived,
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As freezing persons recollect the snow-
First chill, then stupor then letting go.
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formal feeling
發僵的感覺。
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體內神經的活動像墳墓披地呆滯。
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The stiff heart-
僵硬的心靈。
was it He that bore?
使(心靈和肉體)受苦的就是他嗎?他(He)指的是Jesus Christ。bore作pierce或penetrate解。如bore(bear的的過去式)作endured或tolerate解,其意為 「受苦的就是耶穌嗎」。
mechanical
如機械般的呆板,指步伐呆板。
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go round. A wooden way
呆板地走來走去。
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ought
無物,同aught或nothing,右指足部失去活動之力,走路踩不到東西。
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Regardless grown
grown同become,受得漠不關心。
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A quartz contentment
如石英石般的安分滿足,因為石英全無死亡痛苦的感覺。
the hour of lead
心情沉重的時辰。
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Remembered if outlived
如久活而記住,意謂人如渡過了這心情沉重的時辰而仍能記憶。
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freezing persons
凍得打顫的人 。
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chill
酷冷 。
stupor
無感覺,昏迷。
letting go
不再掙扎。